No time to dress

TV/TS in Sudbury, East Midlands, UK

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Last on: 1 hour ago

Hello and thank you for taking the time to read this I’m 5 foot 9 blue eyes, I used to have lovely long blonde hair but that’s in the past now it’s silver in places and thinning (I used to say thank heavens for wigs but I will come back to that later)

One of my very earliest memories is playing with my mums stockings and girdles, she was a nurse, I guess that started my fascination with lingerie later when I was about 7 I used to steal guilty looks at the lingerie pages of her Kays and Freemans catalogues ready to flip over to the Action Man pages if I thought I was going to get caught

When I was about 11 I started to wear my older sister’s bras and knickers I found it so satisfying I loved to see women in bras and loved the thought of wearing a bra, as adolescence hit I became depressed and looking back I think it was my mind rebelling against my body changes and although I knew I’d never have breasts I longed for them I was treated with antidepressants but nothing was really said as to why

Also about this time me and my best friend used to build dens or hide out in my parents shed looking at porn magazines but I always wished it was me dressed in the sexy lingerie posing for the camera, one evening the very one I was going to put some of my sisters knickers on for him he switched the shed light out unzipped me and gave me my very first every wank I was a bit shocked I’d never up to then done this myself but I did the same to him (he thought I’d bought tissues in to clean up so I never told him they were knickers) we carried on wanking each other and on a couple of occasions sucked but never fully

As we grew older we saw less of each other and both started to date girls however I knew my mum knew either about my dressing or my time with my friend as I found a book on transvestites under her bed

I started to have a regular girlfriend which progressed to comments of when are you going to get married which inevitably I did although on the day of my wedding my dad asked me if I was doing the right thing (a strange thing to ask I thought but maybe true) I was married when I was 23 of course now I had a wife who I could buy sexy lingerie for knowing I’d wear it myself

This was in the early days of dial up internet but suddenly I found I was not a lone I started joining sites adding profiles and going from just wearing lingerie to dressing fully

This led to my first meet driving to meet a guy dressed fully but no wig things didn’t go as good as I’d hoped but it gave me the taste

As often happened though I felt embarrassed and guilty went into denial deleting profile vowing to stop but never could over time dressing fully with wig and makeup buying my own clothes

My wife one time saw a photo of me dressed she asked who was she not that I gave her long to look I told her it was an old photo and I’d stopped and although I’ve bought clothes taken photos added profiles only to throw the clothes away and delete the photos and profiles I can never stop

Unfortunately that all came to an end with COVID when my wife got made redundant and decided to retire until then she then worked away giving me Gilly time some people say include her tell but to me she is not part of Gillian’s life and she was certainly not happy when she saw the photo of me

So here I am now also retired and certainly don’t have the time to enjoy dressing let alone meet

So what am I looking for well a nice chat thinking and longing for what might of been

Thanks for reading

Gilly

61 years old, Bi-curious

5'9" 175cm
Average
Non smoker
Social drinker
No tattoos
No piercings
Size: Small
Role: Bottom
Caucasian (white)

Looking For

Couples (MM) Men TV/TS
Aged from 40 to 75
Won't meet smokers

Meeting

Cannot accommodate
Cannot travel

Interests

1 on 1, Anal, Kissing, Older guys, Oral

Friends

S (58), Man