What does not break us makes us stronger to resist

Man in Swindon, South West, UK

Joined: 6 months ago
Last on: 6 months ago

Not sure what I want.would like a friend first see how it goes to many barriers Giving me wrong vibes throwing suspicion making me believe this is not what I really want but desires make for serious doubts no matter what I say. It's who I am as a person that makes me who I am I do not want no lust buster who doesn't give a shit about my moral feelings my doubts my fears. I want the truth to prevail not live a lie and regret it. Im finding it very difficult to submit and it's only my faith in what I believe in that stops me I am an atheist but deep inside I still feel there's a presence holding me back making me believe there are greater forces at work which are not making themselves clear to me keeping me in the dark tormenting me seeing how much pressure I will take before I break.

Yet still I'm here still searching for the truth of who I am, what I am inside

Not this pretense wasted life. I know I'm physic but what part of me has that destructive force I feel I've been chosen because no normal human being can take what I've subjected myself to these past 40 years this would make me the all seeing eye over all desires all lusts all fears all doubts what I perceive as being just against overwhelming odds

This just does not add up

Am I hovering over redemption or am I doomed to be swallowed up beyond forgiveness. I do not know

freebee

61 years old, Bi-curious

5'7" 170cm
Muscular
Non smoker
Don't drink
No tattoos
No piercings
Size: Pretty Big
Role: Bottom
Caucasian (white)

What does not break us makes us stronger to resist

Man in Swindon, South West, UK

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